sooo i'm pretty damn sure no one really gives a damn, but this outa give something interesting to my friends on DA to do. ( that that i have that many on here .___.'' )

actually, this might have an effect on my future work

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i guess i'm realizing many many things in too short of a period of time. its overwhelming but okay because now i can finally see the truth. its a relief to knock down the lies i've been living behind for so long. its hard but very important. like all this time all i've done is just sit back chill, go with the flow, and make up my own reasons for things. now i see that that isnt anywhere near what i should have been doing.
honestly, i don't like to make these sort of entries public because they're, i dunno, i guess its more of paranoia.
hmmm.
But anyway, this is really just an entry i thought i should type up. i just lost all my inspiration. i'll get back to this later.